Well today school was as per normal just that only LESS THAN 20 PEOPLE CAME!!. Lucky Nazri came, if not i would be all alone in school. SS played this game from costlife.org. Cool game. Then did some worksheet during Chemistry. Maths lesson, Mr Sng talked to us about life i think. Hahahaha. I forgot what he said. Then D&T. Ms Yen treated the 9 of us drinks and food. Around 12 noon did our product. Then was Geography. Did nothing just chit-chat. Simple to say school was boring today. With only 2 person what do you think me and Nazri could do?? At most we make our own jokes and laugh at it. But there's something different today...MY SHOE STINKS LIKE HELL!!! hahahaha. During drum practice, i couldn't concentrate. With that kind of "aroma" how on earth can i concentrate?? Well tomorrow there is 4 period of maths. WOOHOO!!! hahaha. Need to do practice paper. Well think that's all for today. Update in a few millenniums hahaha just kidding. Will update if i can online. Heheheh. That's all folk. Bye

The exams are finally over!!! But i still have drum practice to attend. 19, 20 , 21, 22 and 25 May. Can you imagine?? Damn! When can i relax?? Anyway think that i can pass my exams except for maths hahaha!!!. Well today was dnt and it was quite easy and for the first time what i studied came out. Will be very busy till this June. drum practice, audition on 30th May, AEM course on 8 to 12 June. Don't know when is the dnt product making. Could be any of the june holidays. After that i'll be a free man. Nothing to worry only O level. Okay think that's all. I wanna enjoy today. Play games!!! Woohoo!!. Bye folks

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I’d thought it’d be easy
But no on believes me
I meant all the things that I said

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy that nothing could save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

(On my own!)

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

I tried so hard to change but i need more time. Things aren't easy. Its easier said than done. Support is what i need. Family and friends are all around me giving support but i can never run away from problems. Each problems give me strength to carry on. Life is so hard these days. All those times i made u down. All the trust that was given is now gone. But still you shower me with your love and happiness. Without you i'll be lost. The nights and days wouldn't be the same without you. If only i never made that stupid mistake, i would never know how you love me so much. After the things i've done to you and all can say is that I'm sorry but it is so hard to say it. All these things that i've done and look at what i've become. You mean so much to me. If I could start again, I would throw it all away to the shadows of regrets and you would have the best of me. I know that I can't take back all of the mistakes but I will try. Although it's not easy, I know you believe me cause I would not lie. Just give me a chance to make things right. I'll assure you that things are not going to be the same. I'll not let the black history to repeat itself. Just give me a chance.

Went to study at Plaza with Ameer and Marissa. Studied, talked and as usual joke around. Bought pearly bandung at mr bean. Wah $2 gone. T.T Well met up with Sabrina and Adha at about 5.30pm then went to Sabrina's house and that is when the party begins. Had to wear make up, lipstick and eye lashes. Don't what is wrong with. Fell like I'm becoming a gay. This few weeks, sat like one, walk like one and my hand can't control. Well back to the party. My face changed from a man to a gay and Marissa said i look beautiful. OMG!!! Adha and Ameer too had to the same thing. Took some pictures and i was so embarrassed of myself. tried washing those things from my face but can'!!! WAH!! After that went home and was so tired. I won't become a gay man. NEVER!! haha okay that's all folks, see ya!

Stayed at home with nothing to do. Today suppose to go out with the Famillia but i can't cause today i have religious class. So stayed at home. Surf the net and did nothing much. Listen to musics in youtube. All the 80's rock bands. Cool huh? Well nothing much to post today. If i continue on further, you could hear all my stupid remarks about today hahaha. Well that's all folks nights!!

Yesterday was so boring. Message all my friends and called Ameer. Then at night played uno with Ameer all the way till 12 am. Was fun actually. Today in school, had 5 stations for P.E. Maths lesson as usual, boring haha. Nothing much happen in school actually. Hais why so boing?? Someone or anyone message me, I need someone to entertain me. Damn boring, wish there is a show or performance that i can go to. Study for all my test and now nothing to do. You expect me to study again? Oh please no way. Study once can already. Everything is in my head now. I don't want to overload any information to my brains. Later brain breakdown. Eh, brain breakdown?? Isn't that dead?? hahaha well obviously many want me dead haha. How irritating i can be? Well it couldn't be worse than anything. Could it? hahaha. Life is a one big game. Where only the winners are getting paid. That's a lesson to be learn. Well that's all folks. Post another time. Now i want to continue on drawing flowers and stupid stuff on my sketchbook. Since that's the only thing i can do. Feel bored or lonely, just text me. CAUSE THAT IS WHAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW LOSERS!!! HAHAHA!

Had became an Indonesian maid for 8 hours... during my tuition around 9.30am got a call from Sabrina. Was shocked to see her name on my call list as she never wake up that early. Picked up her call and she asked whether I'm free today? So I said yes. She asked for help cause her sister is engaging today. Went to her house and saw a few people eating. Saw Adha and Ameer at a bench and was sitting there relaxing. The best part is that they said it was done. I sigh and say " What the hell, I ran like a mad dog to help" They laughed at me. Chatted with them for awhile. Then went to eat. Saw this lady, a cousin of Sabrina. She was pretty. Laugh and joke around bout her. Then people finished eating and the dishwasher went for a break. So I helped and wash the dishes. Adha and Ameer then joined. Phew, as more and more plates, cups and utensils came in, we were tired. The fun part then began. The rain was pouring like cats and dogs. All my shirt and pants was soak with water. They then splashed lots of water on me. What else, we started playing water, spraying on each other but I hate when the part where the utensils keep on coming one after another. We were frustrated and just keep on washing and washing while playing with the water. Around 6 plus, our job was nearly done but then more plates keep on coming in. WAH!!! Have to clean again the area and the plates. My clothes are damn wet and couldn't take in anymore job. Then finally the job was completely done. With all my clothes wet, i straight away went home and don't care about anything.

To Adha and Ameer: THAT WAS THE MOST ENJOYING AND SUDDEN DAY!!!
To Sabrina: Thanks for the food and hard labour. Hahaha
To Sabrina's sister: All the best with your companion.