Yesterday was so boring. Message all my friends and called Ameer. Then at night played uno with Ameer all the way till 12 am. Was fun actually. Today in school, had 5 stations for P.E. Maths lesson as usual, boring haha. Nothing much happen in school actually. Hais why so boing?? Someone or anyone message me, I need someone to entertain me. Damn boring, wish there is a show or performance that i can go to. Study for all my test and now nothing to do. You expect me to study again? Oh please no way. Study once can already. Everything is in my head now. I don't want to overload any information to my brains. Later brain breakdown. Eh, brain breakdown?? Isn't that dead?? hahaha well obviously many want me dead haha. How irritating i can be? Well it couldn't be worse than anything. Could it? hahaha. Life is a one big game. Where only the winners are getting paid. That's a lesson to be learn. Well that's all folks. Post another time. Now i want to continue on drawing flowers and stupid stuff on my sketchbook. Since that's the only thing i can do. Feel bored or lonely, just text me. CAUSE THAT IS WHAT I FEEL RIGHT NOW LOSERS!!! HAHAHA!

Had became an Indonesian maid for 8 hours... during my tuition around 9.30am got a call from Sabrina. Was shocked to see her name on my call list as she never wake up that early. Picked up her call and she asked whether I'm free today? So I said yes. She asked for help cause her sister is engaging today. Went to her house and saw a few people eating. Saw Adha and Ameer at a bench and was sitting there relaxing. The best part is that they said it was done. I sigh and say " What the hell, I ran like a mad dog to help" They laughed at me. Chatted with them for awhile. Then went to eat. Saw this lady, a cousin of Sabrina. She was pretty. Laugh and joke around bout her. Then people finished eating and the dishwasher went for a break. So I helped and wash the dishes. Adha and Ameer then joined. Phew, as more and more plates, cups and utensils came in, we were tired. The fun part then began. The rain was pouring like cats and dogs. All my shirt and pants was soak with water. They then splashed lots of water on me. What else, we started playing water, spraying on each other but I hate when the part where the utensils keep on coming one after another. We were frustrated and just keep on washing and washing while playing with the water. Around 6 plus, our job was nearly done but then more plates keep on coming in. WAH!!! Have to clean again the area and the plates. My clothes are damn wet and couldn't take in anymore job. Then finally the job was completely done. With all my clothes wet, i straight away went home and don't care about anything.

To Adha and Ameer: THAT WAS THE MOST ENJOYING AND SUDDEN DAY!!!
To Sabrina: Thanks for the food and hard labour. Hahaha
To Sabrina's sister: All the best with your companion.

MARCH HOLDAY IS COMING!!! WOOHOOO!!! Finally can rest for awhile. Peace from everything. Well today had sports day, came late around 7.35am. To me is very late. Marked our attendance and report at the competitors corner. That old lady cam after that. HAHAHAHA. She was nervous as usual. All 1st timers are like that. What to do? When she was about to run told her to breath in and out. Make her "relax" a bit. HAHA. After all the event its was the 4X100 meter. exchange with Ameer so become the 1st runner. Scared he couldn't make it so exchange. Things got bad when it was Nizam turns to run. He slows down a lot but won 4th place. After that went off for the CCA relay. Adha said i run so fast. Pass 4 student. But in the end got a 3rd last position. HAHAHA. Did face paint on my face. A pirate face to be exact. Went to Lot 1 and eat with our "hilarious" face. Played block catching. Then went home. So tiring. Okay i'll continue chatting with this old woman, Rachael hahaha

Memories come and go. Just like the time that pass. It just never feels the same. Why must it be this way? What went wrong? The best friends I knew are now gone. fading away one by one just like the leaves that fall down to the ground. All the joys we had. All the pain we faced and all the love we shared were the times we had. The bond between us all was so strong that nothing could break us apart. I thought we could last forever but my thought was wrong. We are now like a building that are full of cracks. One earthquake could bring it down. i think and reflect about us. We are facing and breaking apart. That is not what I want. first it was Kat. Now Adha and Sabrina. Next who?. Ameer? Hasbi? Marissa? Seeing KAt leaving us because of his boyfriend was when my anger start to grows. The flame that is burning make me dislike their relationship but who am I to interfere? I am just a a man who have no will to fight. I prayed to God to give me strength every hour to face it but my anger keeps on burning seeing him. Adha and Sabrina, you guys were like the happiest couples I've ever seen. Ameer and Hasbi was the joker among us but now those jokes don't even work. Marissa was like a singer that sings with her lovely voice bringing peace in our hearts but now the peace is gone. Marissa and Sabrina, you guys were like sisters, going out every weekends and spent the time together but because of an innocent man that came between you guys was what make you guys break apart. You might see me smiling every single day lightening up your day but actually I'm hurt inside. The wound which has one cure can save me. I sit at the window seeing the lovely sky thinking of those wonderful times we had. If only I could reverse time, I would want to be in those glorious moment. All those times, the love that that was building up now shatters as the days goes by. If only you guys read this, I would want you guys to understand.

----Everybody's Changing------
You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don't see how you can
You're aching, you're breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody's changing
And I don't know why

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

You're gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Fading into beautiful light
Cause everybody's changing
And I don't feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I'm
Trying to make a move just to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody's changing
And I don't feel the same

Had a lot of things happening to me, test, school work, sports hits and performance. Passed my maths test, finally!!!. School works is still becoming more and more. Sport hits is the one i've been waiting for. Joined 100 meter, long jump and 4X100 meter. Turned up for the 100 meter but not the long jump. Qualified to the semis hahaha. It has been raining cats and dogs and the lightning was fooo, loud, scary and shocking. Performance tomorrow!!! at Pasir Ris. Night time. Hais. Been working hard this few days, so tonight i can relax a bit. Well hope you guys read this cause i know i have not been updating my blog hahaha. Sorry folks. Okay that's all. See you next time. Chaw